It's all about me

HAVING PROBLEMS WITH MY CIRCULATION

Finally I found some time to write an entry that's longer than two sentences.

The past two weeks or so were really stressful for me. I had a presentation to do, many homeworks (as always) and as I'm planning to go to the States next year, I had to hand in "a few" papers (by the end of this week; I did it yesterday! *smile*)

they included a motivation letter (with an academic statement)--> the hell, I never wrote something like that before!!! We had to write an AMERICAN CV, get two recommendation letters from teachers and much, much more. First I wanted to give up and just go to Croatia, as going there isn't so much complicated, expensive blah blah blah, but then I thought "Why should I give up? I know I can do that!" So Matschgl and I wrote our letters, got our recommedation and handed it in yesterday ... and if you believe it or not, nothing was missing! Now we have to wait for an answer, that will hopefully be a "yes"!!! (guys, you are the first one to hear the good[hopefully]/bad[hopefully not] news!)

To make things worse, I got a cold or so, my head and throat hurt and I feel really bad, without energy. First I thought it might be because I have so much to do and barely any time to sleep that I'm just tired and exhausted, but after I talked to my Mom I decided to go to the doctor. Honestly, I thought I might have a brain tumor because I had a headache for about four days that just did not want to stop (Sera was just laughing about my theory, probably she will laugh too, when she reads this entry ... me, telling the whole world about my headache ...). Anyway, I went to the doc today and ... I have a hypotension (low blood- pressure, niedriger Blutdruck) ... now everything is clear for me and I feel much, much better ;) I got some pills and ... we'll see ... honestly, I don't feel better at all, but maybe later or tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow






If things don't get better the doc has to make some tests about the iron content in my blood ...

I'll try to put two pics of me online. Sera made them and I think they look quite funny, but I'm just not able to publish them ... don't know why!

I'm looking forward to read your comments!

posted by Nada @ 10:42 AM